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the angel that disappeared brought about the end of humanity

I sat on the tombstone
shrouded in shadows
waiting for twilight to be shown
while watching the scurrying black widows
hearing each hour that goes by chime

I saw the light that was cast
over the lands
wondering if that hour was my last
turning that thought over in my hands
that hourglass of frozen time

I pondered what was happening,
what would happen at all
I felt a gust of wind- had felt a chill so frightening
As I saw that light fall
in front of my very eyes

A figure appeared
full of grace
the figure brought on my fear
it had shown upon my face
as I had heard the first of the battle cries

The figure was female
beautiful yet unchanging
the scent intoxicating as I inhale
she could be cruel- put you in a wrought iron caging
which you could never escape

she spread out her wings and spoke to me:
"I have seen a great deal"
in her voice was the sound of a plea
it was this sound that I could feel
though the Earth's landscape

continuing she goes on:
"It feels like agony to see everyone behave this way"
it is early morning- now approaches dawn
"That I can not let this continue another day"
Now I understand what she meant

She rose up and disappeared
this angel- for god sakes
and through this moment brought about the end
the Earth now splits and shakes
the cracking and melting of cement

Through the Earth the dark figures now have arrived
they are determined- they are not shy
here to take the first of human lives
they are here for me.....I don't know why
I wouldn't know the reason

A shadow speaks to me
with no rhyme
I start to cry
I ask what was my crime
the shadow shakes its' head and says the humans had committed treason

The humans as an entire race
I see that now
the reasons were to simple to trace
there were many ways how
the human race had done wrong

I saw the world before my eyes
all the evil the human race had created
all the murders, all the lies
I understand now, the human race how it is now fated
the truth rang like the sound of a gong

The shadow figures watch my eyes
its' laugh coarse, cold yet plucky
that laugh binds my hands and feet like ties
I should consider myself lucky
that this for me would be over quick, that I was the first of many to die

I would not have to watch what was coming next
they would end my life fast
as if my living was in simple context
these last few breaths would be my last
I would try to act brave, I would lie

After my death the rest of the word would follow
I thought that I must be the worst
that god would allow
me to die first
I felt sick inside

the shadows were circling
it would be soon
my doubts, they were lurking
behind the faint clouds above the moon
my death would be painless- this to myself I had lied

In my last few moments
I think I lost my hold on my sanity
what reappeared was that angel- she told me to repent
then I had my neck broke as I watch the angel disappear again
when the angel disappeared she had brought about the end of humanity

Confused, Enraged, Bored, and other Emotions

Thu May 28, 2009, 9:36 AM
I feel like I am gonna hit something. Everything that I had posted previous on this account is gone, everything! Not only that, but I am stressed beyond the telling of it. College is very tiring. The work you have to do, the exams you have to take, all the studying, having to put in massive effort to keep your G.P.A from going to hell is a Bitch in and of itself.I am afraid that I am going to end up a failure....I work so hard, on my school work, on trying to get the financial aid that I need to help me go to college, on my art work, my poetry, trying to keep my friendships intact, my relationship with my boyfriend, trying to help my mother, doing all that I need to so I can survive in this world. There is a Buffy the Vampire Slayer quote that has always stuck with me as it is true: "The Hardest thing in this World is to Live In IT". Of All the things I had been apart of and had witnessed, of the family and friends I had known and had been close to that had committed suicide because they had found the world to hard and horrible to deal with, proves to me that nothing in this world is truly hard except to live here- that is the hardest thing in this world to do, besides watching your family and friends die, or being alone, or to have a fatal illness or the such like that. The only thing I can do is keep living....

  • Listening to: empty walls by Serj Tankian
  • Reading: Needful Things by Stephen King
  • Watching: Doll House season 1 ep.5
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: oatmeal and poptarts
  • Drinking: Big K Cola

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